Sunday, January 8, 2012


Fuck, I don't remember ever being this homesick. I want to be home so badly. I want my mom, my dad, my brother. My bed, my couch. Classes seem to be a world away. I feel like crying, but not enough to actually cry. Maybe it's because I feel so sick? I think there's something really wrong with me. I'm worried this will happen again. I'm worried they won't find anything. I hope going to the school doctor will help. I really, really hope so. I want to be healthy and happy again.

I want to be home.
I just want to be home.

About me

Here is the "About Me" I was thinking about putting on Facebook before I chickened out:

Hi! I have the coolest friends. They make me cool by proxy! I love traveling and languages, but I also love home. Procrastination is the bane of my existence; I'm not proud of it at all. I never want to be shy. I like anime and manga a lot but I'm not confident enough to admit it to most people. I think I'm kind of smart. I need to be healthier.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Lack of skills

I wish I were a normal person for whom driving is an unnoticed part of everyday life, like setting alarms or buying groceries.

This sucks.